Queen Anne’s Lace

It was during grammar school that I discovered Queen Anne’s Lace, a wildflower growing in ‘the woods’—an empty lot in the middle of our suburban block. It once contained a house, but only traces of old pottery and a big ditch remained in the middle where the house once stood. Tall trees, thick bushes, and paths worn smooth by kids’ feet made it a fun place to play hide and seek.

Studying Daucus carota, the scientific name for Queen Anne’s Lace, with its tall, lacy flowers, I discovered the distinct dark reddish-purple dot in the center. The nickname may come from a fable about Queen Anne II of England. It is said that she was a fine lace maker and once pricked her finger with a needle, causing a drop of blood to stain the lace. I didn’t learn about the origins of the name until much later. I just loved creating and wearing lacy necklaces by tying together the long stems.

The symbolism of a bloody stain makes me think about the Christ connection in all of this. The Lord Jesus, the night he was betrayed, offered His disciples a sip of wine, saying, “This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins.” Matthew 26:28. None of them understood what He meant that night.

Jesus Christ faced a bloody death on the cross, murdered for crimes He did not commit. At the time it seemed futile, and the disciples mourned. After Jesus’ miraculous resurrection, they began to understand the meaning of His shed blood. One of them wrote in the book of Hebrews that “without the shedding of blood there is no forgiveness.” 9:22. And, “we have been made holy through the sacrifice of the body of Jesus Christ once for all.” 10:10.

Blood was required all through the Old Testament as the Jewish people made atonement for their sins with the sacrifice of lambs, bulls, and goats. “When anyone is guilty in any of these ways, he must confess in what way he has sinned and, as a penalty for the sin he has committed, he must bring to the Lord a female lamb or goat from the flock as a sin offering…” Leviticus 5:5-6 The lamb’s blood was then sprinkled on the altar by the priest.

Jesus’ sacrifice that “did away with sin” (Hebrews 9:26) was foretold by the Old Testament prophet Isaiah. At God’s direction, Isaiah detailed many things that happened to Jesus Messiah, and he wrote them more than 700 years before Jesus died: “But He was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities. . . . by his wounds we are healed.” Isaiah 53:5.

Where are you at with Jesus Christ, the “Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world” (John 1:29)? Do you know about Him, or do you have a personal relationship with Him? He invites you today (yes, He is alive) to admit you have sinned and accept His forgiveness. It is by God’s grace through faith that you are saved, not by good things that you do. “This is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9.) Romans 6:23 tells us, “For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.” That’s Good News. Please pray and accept God’s forgiveness. Then tell someone you are now a follower of Jesus.

More than 39 years ago, I came to realize I was a sinner and needed God’s grace. Prior to that, I rarely gave God a thought. After reading the Gospel of John, I realized the truth, that Christ died to pay the penalty for my sins: Using God’s name as a swear word, committing adultery, lying, stealing, just to name a few. Messiah Jesus rose again for my justification, that is, making me just right with God. I turned from my sin and decided to follow Jesus. I moved beyond living for fame, fortune, and happiness. I’ve never looked back and have no regrets, only a litany of blessings from God too long to recount here. My book, A Goldilocks Life—Not Perfect, But Just Right is in process. Watch this space for news of the publication date. It tells of God’s wonderful workings in and around me, and maybe even about Queen Anne’s Lace and pranks in ‘the woods’.

Enjoy listening to Twila Paris’ beautiful song, Lamb of God.

From Everlasting to Everlasting

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During the pandemic, when we finally began to attend church again, Pastor James preached on Psalm 90. In that sermon, he said, “In an ocean of confusion, there is a fixed rock.”

Verse 2 of Psalm 90 captures that perfectly. “Before the mountains were born or you brought forth the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God.” He is always there, never changing.

There is something precious about God’s promised forever presence, especially during hard times like COVID. I caught the virus, and my husband had to stay clear to keep from catching it. Resting and sleeping were how I spent those days and nights.

God is a fixed refuge in a world full of change and trouble. We aren’t fixed.  We die. Life is transient because of sin and the Fall, see Genesis 3.

If we’re God’s children through faith in Jesus, what should we do with the relatively short life we are given? Let’s use our time rightly and well, Psalm 90:12. When we are struggling, seek God’s mercy and grace, verse 13. Ask God to satisfy you every day with his unfailing love, verse 14. Do God’s work–time is short, verse 16-17.

This week let’s remind ourselves to keep focused on the work God has for us, asking Him to show us what He wants us to do in this short time we have. He will establish the work of our hands, verse 17.

Decisions, Decisions

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Life threw me a curve, and I faced a momentous decision. Our marriage was strained, and my husband’s relationship with the kids was getting worse. Should I stay or should I go?

We had lived in Colorado for nearly four years, my husband’s job bringing us there from Arizona. Those weren’t the happiest of years, but I saw the Lord meet our needs in many powerful ways. The kids and I were part of a solid, Bible-teaching church, and I had a few close friends there.

For whatever reason, I chose to go it alone on this one, a pattern I had developed and couldn’t or wouldn’t change. I set aside one day a week to fast and pray, taking walks at mealtimes and praying. I wanted to be sure of the Lord’s will. Leaving my husband was a last resort, one I didn’t take lightly after 18 years. I could have met with our pastor and his wife. They were loving, trustworthy people. I should have asked every close friend I had to pray for God’s direction for me. I didn’t do any of that. What held me back? Pride? Fear? An independent spirit?

The Bible says in several places that there is wisdom in seeking advice. Proverbs 15:22 in the New Living Translation says, “Plans go wrong for lack of advice. . .” I don’t think my decision was necessarily a poor choice. As it turned out, it became my only choice when the relationship between the kids and their dad became unbearable.

My children and I ended up back in our home state of Illinois, living in my dad’s house. Sadly, he had died a few months before, and my siblings kindly put aside their inheritance awhile, so we would have a good place to stay. Things worked out okay, but having people praying would have given me a sense of encouragement that the family of God is meant to give.

Recently, Pastor James said in a sermon, “Humility, honesty, and transparency lead to community. The word fellowship in the New Testament means sharing of my true self.” Hindsight has revealed how badly I needed to humbly share my troubles and gain the support I desperately needed.

Since then, I’ve matured in this area, asking for prayer as I’ve met challenges. A biblical counselor helped me work through issues after our move to Illinois. Today have a mentor I reach out to from time to time. The Bible says, “Make plans by seeking advice;” (Prov. 20:18). Decisions aren’t meant to be made all by ourselves.